YOU SAID:
i am actually so close to killing myself right now
INTO JAPANESE
私は実際に自分自身を今殺すことにとても近い
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I am very close to actually killing myself now
INTO JAPANESE
私は今実際に自分自身を殺すことに非常に近い
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I am very close to actually killing myself now
Yes! You've got it man! You've got it