YOU SAID:
I actually want to stab myself open and rip out every organ
INTO JAPANESE
私は実際に自分自身を刺して開いてすべての臓器を引き裂きたいです
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I really want to stab myself and open and tear all the organs
INTO JAPANESE
本当に自分を刺して、すべての臓器を開いて引き裂きたい
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I really want to stab myself and open and tear all the organs
That didn't even make that much sense in English.