YOU SAID:

I actually don't wanna live anymore, but I'm still living because I feel sad for my friends, so I am trying to do some things that might make me feel a bit positive and happy.

INTO JAPANESE

私は実際にはもう住みたくありませんが、私は私の友人のために悲しいと感じるのでまだ生きています。

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I do not really want to live anymore, but I am still alive because I feel sad for my friends.

INTO JAPANESE

私は本当にもう住みたくありません、しかし、私は私の友人のために悲しく感じるのでまだ生きています。

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I really do not want to live anymore, but I am still alive because I feel sad for my friends.

INTO JAPANESE

私は本当にもう住みたくありませんが、私は私の友人のために悲しく感じるのでまだ生きています。

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I really do not want to live anymore, but I am still alive because I feel sad for my friends.