YOU SAID:

hold up I could do bad by myself don't need help one of a kind the hand that I was dealt like oh well

INTO JAPANESE

持ちこたえて自分で悪いことをすることができた私がよく扱われたような手の助けを必要としない

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I could hold up and do bad things myself I don't need the help of a well-handled hand

INTO JAPANESE

持ちこたえて悪いことを自分でやることができた

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I was able to hold up and do bad things myself

INTO JAPANESE

私は自分で持ちこたえて悪いことをすることができました

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I was able to hold up and do bad things myself