YOU SAID:

Help me out kill me so i feel happy instead of agony in my head and heart all the time

INTO JAPANESE

私を助けて私を殺すので、私はいつも私の頭と心の中で苦しみの代わりに幸せを感じる

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I always feel happy instead of suffering in my head and heart because it helps me and kills me

INTO JAPANESE

それは私を助け、私を殺すので、私はいつも私の頭と心の中で苦しむ代わりに幸せを感じる

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I always feel happy instead of suffering in my head and heart because it helps me and kills me