YOU SAID:
hello hello i hate myself so much
INTO JAPANESE
こんにちはこんにちは私はそんなに自分自身を嫌う
BACK INTO ENGLISH
Hi hi I hate myself so much
INTO JAPANESE
こんにちはこんにちは私はそんなに自分自身が嫌いです
BACK INTO ENGLISH
Hi hi I hate myself so much
That didn't even make that much sense in English.