YOU SAID:
Genuinely want to go kill myself
INTO JAPANESE
本気で殺しに行きたい
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I really want to go kill
INTO JAPANESE
本当に殺しに行きたい
BACK INTO ENGLISH
i really want to kill
INTO JAPANESE
本当に殺したい
BACK INTO ENGLISH
i really want to kill
That didn't even make that much sense in English.