YOU SAID:

first, i have no way to do it. and second i have a friend that would not want me to leave, and i would not want to make her sad.

INTO JAPANESE

まず、私にはそれをする方法がありません。そして第二に、私には私を去らせたくない友人がいます、そして私は彼女を悲しませたくありません。

BACK INTO ENGLISH

First of all, I have no way to do it. And secondly, I have a friend who doesn't want me to leave, and I don't want to make her sad.

INTO JAPANESE

まず第一に、私にはそれをする方法がありません。そして第二に、私には私を去らせたくない友人がいます、そして私は彼女を悲しませたくありません。

BACK INTO ENGLISH

First of all, I have no way to do it. And secondly, I have a friend who doesn't want me to leave, and I don't want to make her sad.