YOU SAID:
Find am equilibrium between my awful statement in English and say what I want in the best way possible
INTO JAPANESE
英語での私のひどい発言と私が望むことを可能な限り最善の方法で言うことの間の均衡を見つけてください
BACK INTO ENGLISH
Find the balance between my terrible remarks in English and saying what I want in the best possible way
it is unlikely that this phrase will ever reach equilibrium