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at this point i don't even know what I am doing and I am very, very bored

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この時点で私は私が何をしているのか分からず、私は非常に、非常に退屈です

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At this point I don't know what I'm doing and I'm very, very boring

INTO JAPANESE

この時点で私は自分が何をしているのか分からず、私は非常に、非常に退屈です

BACK INTO ENGLISH

At this point I don't know what I'm doing and I'm very, very boring