YOU SAID:

as i stood there and looked into his eyes it was hard to even reason with myself to say i wasnt in love

INTO JAPANESE

私がそこに立って彼の目を見て、私が恋に落ちていないと言うのも自分の理性さえ難しかった

BACK INTO ENGLISH

It was difficult for me to stand there and look him in the eye and say that I was not in love, even my reason.

INTO JAPANESE

私がそこに立って彼の目を見て、私の理由でさえ、私は恋に落ちていないと言うのは難しかったです。

BACK INTO ENGLISH

When I stood there and looked him in the eye, even for my reasons, it was hard to say that I didn't fall in love.

INTO JAPANESE

私がそこに立って彼の目を見たとき、私の理由でさえ、私が恋に落ちなかったとは言い難かったです。

BACK INTO ENGLISH

When I stood there and looked him in the eye, even for my reasons, it was hard to say that I didn't fall in love.