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and there were times when it was so vertiginous and oppressive that I was afraid I was going to have a panic attack

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クラクラするような抑圧的な私はパニック発作を持っているつもりだった恐れていた頃もありました

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Trippy repressive I was going to have a panic attack was when I was afraid

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私はパニック発作を持っているつもりだった抑圧的なサイケデリックが恐れていたとき

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I was afraid of oppressive psychedelic that I intended to have a panic attack

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私はパニック発作を起こそうと思っていた圧倒的なサイケデリックを恐れていた

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I was afraid of the overwhelming psychedelic that I had thought about causing a panic attack

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私はパニック発作を引き起こすと思っていた圧倒的なサイケデリックを恐れていた

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I was afraid of the overwhelming psychedelic that I thought would cause a panic attack