YOU SAID:
and nothing to look backward to with pride, and nothing to look forward to with hope
INTO JAPANESE
誇りを持って振り返ることはなく、希望を持って楽しみにすることもありません
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I don't look back with pride, I don't look forward to it with hope
INTO JAPANESE
私は誇りを持って振り返りません、私は希望を持ってそれを楽しみにしません
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I don't look back with pride, I don't look forward to it with hope
You should move to Japan!